dream has come much too soon
is he ready for this? should he stay like this?
the lake is different, he can see
clear, dark, and cold
he feels my heart, but not my body
I’ve touched by the love of a woman i knew
tears and laughter in the middle of slaughter

an irony behind a tragedy, can you see me?
you gave me life, you gave me love
but i feel the pain, thorned by the rain

now if i ask, will you give me an answer?
you gave me things i never ask for
and you took everything i always wanted

compared, was thrown away, and now he lives
boy become me, but his body he can’t see, only his heart
have i changed? or still i be me?

was lost, never found, he is unwanted
he is a man, but only his body he see, not his heart
who is he? is he me?

a name the was given long ago
on a solitude he walked, trying to find his heart
crowded, but alone
smiled, but sad
loved, but lasted
red shirt, wide smile he wore

he’s alone, calling for me
he’s alone, calling for me
he’s alone…

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First Of All . . .

i.

miss.

my family.

Well, i always think that it’s funny how human’s feeling works.  I do not understand how could someone be so selfish that he wants everything to be perfect for himself.  He always wanted his life to go his own way.  He never realise that NOT everything is meant to be PERFECT for ANYONE.  There’s always ups and downs in this life and it depends on us how we’ll deal with it.  Even the WORST result comes in purpose, isn’t it?  and that’s exactly why i think peaople said that a failure is just a beginning of glory

Gambar di atas adalah kali pertamanya saya nyoba pake markers…  Not bad, isn’t it?

ada yang tahu jawaban untuk pertanyaan

 -Plajaran apa yang paling mahal?-

 jawabannya adalah….

eng ing eng

Photography  . . . ckckck, baru2 ini bli kamera, harganya? kaga nahaaaaaaan….. RM 2800 ( klo dirupiahin…umm, ampir 8 juta! ) cih…moga2 ini bermanfaat~ amiiiin!

susah ya…kembali ke lingkungan yang baru n asing lagi (‘~’) Dapet kelas yang beda dengan temen2 yang laen (-__-) Untung anak2 di kelas baru lumayan asik, ckckckck.

 BTW, THE FACE-nya BoA tenyata lumayan keren lho! jauh lebih baek daripada sampah sebelumnya a.k.a. MADE IN TWENTY(20). Ga banyak yang baru sih, masih kedengeran sperti the old BoA. She needs a break, or i’ll stop listen to her…

 Jadi tambah ga sabar buat dengerin HEART STATION-nya Utada… mudah2an bisa sebagus album2 sebelumnya (‘-’). Walau penjualan single HEART STATION/Stay Gold jeblok abis…1000 copy lebih rendah dari Passion, untungnya peringkatnya 1 angka lebih tinggi ( #3, Passion #4) I’m still thinking that the album will do well (^.^) good luck Hikki!!

oiya, WISH-nya Yuna Ito juga rada mengecewakan….standar – - – - i like it tho…especially mahaloha! Mahaloha itu bahasa hawaii, yang merupakan gabungan dari 2 kata, mahalo (klo ga salah artinya satu) dan aloha ( yang klo ga salah artinya cinta) dan mahaloha sendiri artinya (klo ga salah lagi…(^^)) “satu cinta buat semua”! hihihi… lagunya asik, relaxing~

 foto di atas diambil waktu nunggu bus buat pulang ke apartment . . .

mahaloha to you~

this one is a request from a friend

lol, i drew this one on a white board! it’s pretty cute i think . . .

i drew this one specially for Her Birthday project. I made a Birthday card with this drawing.

lagi bored… modelnya cover single Utada Hikaru yang SAKURAドロップス/letters and coz i took the pic with my cell, i have to photoshop it a bit (‘-’)

gila ye ni pilem, susah susah susah! hahaha…bokep sana sini euy!!

tapi ceritaya lumayan kena ye… dari temen bae, sohib sejati, soulmate etc. musuhan cuma gara-gara hal yang ngga penting. Kadang sering kepikiran d, knapa ya manusia egonya gede banget, cuma2 gara2 hal sepele, bisa sampe nglupain temennya sendiri…

minta maaf tuh emang susah, saia akui itu. saia sendiri sebenernya ngga pernah bener2 say sorry (‘-’ >) klo misalnya lagi marahan, paling saia bakal diemin tuh orang mpe ga tau kapan. n sukur2 yg lg marahan ma saia ngajak ngobrol lagi atw malah minta maaf duluan, klo ndak, ya udah… mungkin yg tjd di film ‘y tu mama tambien’ bakal tjadi ke kami.

ironis emg… saia sering ngerasa klo temen bae saia cuma segelintir, tapi saia sendiri ngga bisa menjaga hubungan saia sama mereka (-__-) sejujurnya, rasa nyesel itu slalu ad di diri saia tiap kali saia buat salah, tapi tetep aja bagi saia minta maaf tuh susah banget.

jadi buat temen2 saia, klo saia pernah bkin salah, maafin yah… m(-__-)m

 ma i do a ri~~~

this will be full of my thoughts, so… in the words of Madonna: “i’m not yer beatch dun hang ur shit on me!”, like it or not

(‘-’)